Tuesday, November 14, 2006
Was it meant to be smth fun or you just don't want to let me know?Did you meant well because I had to study or you just didn't want me to go?
Do you even care abt how I'll feel or izzit that I just don't feel it?
There are thousands and one question in my mind wanting to ask you but somehow, I don't want to know the answers. I know I'm contradicting, but I'll never be but like that again.
Don't worry, I'll never pester anyone anymore.
Time and time again I'm disappointed. I don't wanna get hurt anymore and I'll not depend on anyone, bother abt any other thing but study hard for my last two papers.
I've learnt that crying doesn't help, I'll never help. At the very most, I'll be comforted by the fact that I care because I bothered to cry.
I don't know if it meant the way I thought. I'll not bother anymore.
I'll just pray hard abt it and hope that I'll get an answer from someone.
For the very least, I'm not as hurt as last time. I woke up earlier. Not as stupid like last time.
经一事长一志。